Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Tomorrow is the big day

Tomorrow is Reagan's big 3rd birthday and also the day that she starts her special needs preschool.  I am so happy for her to be starting school, going to a place to meet other children, some that have disabilities also.  I am also happy that the teacher and team that will be working with her seem like wonderful, caring women.  But I am also VERY anxious and nervous.

I have been looking forward to this day and now I find that I am dreading it.  I am really, really going to miss her.  Yes, it's only 4 hours in the morning, maybe 5 with the traveling.  But it feels like I am letting her go a little, letting her become a big girl, and it makes my heart heavy.  Of course, I really have no control of her growing up but preschool at 3, is that crazy?!?  Everyone I talked to says that she is going to love it and it will be a great separation for both of us.  I know she is going to learn so much at school and enjoy having new friends.  I need to tell the overprotective Mom voice in my head to relax a little, it'll be okay!

4 comments:

  1. I cannot believe she is already 3! Time flies, doesn't it? I can't wait to get updates on her first day at big school. Try to enjoy your special time with Lauren tomorrow morning while the big girl is away! We'll be thinking about all of you! Love ya!

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  2. How exciting and nerve racking for you both! I hope that is goes better than you can imagine and you can maybe sit for a minute? shower? Please tell Lauren that she must nap while her big sister is away :-0 xx

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  3. She will LOVE it and so will you. I know EXACTLY how you feel. It was the most terrifying thing for us too! Just letting out of your little nest and into the big wide world. I know - a little dramatic, but that's how it felt. But I will tell you Juliana thrived when she started pre-school. We have seen so much growth in her. You will see the same in Reagan. Good luck!

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  4. What's her schedule - how often does she attend. So glad that first day went well!

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